stumbling...

I think food neutralizes the brain. I can't think after I've eaten. I'm such a fucking pig.

Self-hate.

Watched Melvin Goes To Dinner last night. A film Alamo premiered. and I when I saw it that time it wasn't very funny. But Josh Duty, the resident asshole said that that was because I didn't have a sense of humor.
So, this time, I watched it ready to laugh. Still, not funny. I must be nightmare bore.
You win Josh.

I wish I could take it all back. It's just getting harder to deal with.